There might be a time when you make a commitment to something. And just then you start to not keeping it. As you start to see more and more tempting things around you. Sounds familiar?
I have that kind of experience, whenever I say, I am going to do this or that. At this moment, I am starting to notice things that are distractive to my commitment. Those things were always there, but as I make a commitment, they start to “jump” at me.
I have learned from this something about humans subconscious. If you make a commitment, it usually means changes. And you might consciously know and understand that this is for your own good. However, your subconscious thinks, that this is dangerous and not good for you. And it needs to protect you.
If you start to fight with this you will just use tonnes of your energy and eventually, you will give up. What can you do, then? First, admit that yes you do not want to change anything. Maybe you even scared of this commitment you make.
Then start to plan, how can you avoid those distractions. Maybe you need to change your route. Or stop going to some places. Know your distractions, and plan to avoid them.
Thing is, to not fight with yourself, as you burn yourself and loose. Make peace with yourself, agree that this might be something, you are not hundred per cent happy with. And strategize for overcoming your distractions by avoiding them.
Be positive, be blessed, peace out.